whts in store??????

sch a relief ystrda n gettin to knw dt i convrtd imt g dis yr..bt toda m gettin a feel f sum fear..a fear neva xperiencd b4..new ppl,new plc,new environmntg,no family nd m totally on myslf…..suddnly d feelin f euphoria has tkeen a turn nd m suddnly so perplexd…phew…humanly emotions r so weird..they cn act so diffrntltly to diff situations….sumtyms evn i fyl so stupid yet i cnt hlp myslf to carv out d sense f senslessness in me..m happy..yes bt thr many factrs turnin their heads against me..shoutin wid slogans “its nt wt u shud ati”…hah…wt in future would happn dt probablyh evn future dosen knw..wt i knw s my presnt..d presnt lies in d success f me gettin to sumwhr i wntd to b..alas it isnt an iim..but hey hold on…s dt whr i actually see myslf at sum latr day???dts a big ques to ans nd d day m abl to ans dt..i ll gt to knw whthr my decision ws r8 r nt..till den its imt al d way…..